*brushes off clumps of soil*

Hellooooo! Im still not dead! ;D
I wonder how many people still even actively watch me...er...meh too bad I really dont care lol. (not sayin' I dont appreciate those who do tho c: )


I WOULD update!!! I sweaaar.....cept my scanner's still fail...I'll have to go to Kinko's or Office Max or...something

Ive been so aloof lately the least I can do is update my journal <_<

Soooo, whats been goin on lately with meee....hmmm

OH ok so I've been really improving on humans and all that fun stuff, enough to not be afraid to upload them anymore!! ....I actually enjoy drawing hands for some reason haha

Also: I gots me a portfolio from this awesometastic store called Jerry's Artarama! aaah its amazing and I love it!...to bad I...still need to fill it with stuffs I deem worthy <_<....

Im really getting serious about this whole drawing thing....its weird, cause in the past peeps would see the crap I drew, were amazed, and consequently asked "Are you gonna be an artist when ya grow up?" I'd always be like..."naaah" 'cause I was thinking I was going to be some sort of engineer or something in the future...you know...have a "real" job.

Recently, I realized...what I really want to do is draw. Its just...what I do, like most others on this website lol. I want to go to college, but instead of being an engineer or w/e, I now decided I just want to go to an art college, do Game Art and Design, and be happy with what I do.

My dream: I want to move to California sometime after highschool to an art college, see what its like there...I always loved the place, and I know its absolutely not going to be easy....but I'm up for a challenge...if it means escaping this firepit called Arizona ._. (although its finally starting to cool down lol)

laugh at me if ya want, I know it seems hilarious; a girl who doesn't even have a job, no work experience, only just got her permit (no..not licence...PERMIT hahah..and im freakin 17!), still needs a lot of improving in her work, blablabla...

....and she wants to move to the overly-expensive-to-live, overcrowded, and crime-ridden place called southern California?


Why yes. Yes I do C:

I'm up for this challenge...
I really want to experience living there...the fast pace, the amazing sights and sounds... and seeing all the interesting people there, etc etc. Not to mention the BEACH ;D

Of course I'm not ready to pack my bags and 'fly the coop' right now...prolly not for a few years after high school even....but in the meanwhile, I'll be doing my best to get better, save up, find a school, blablaba

I'll see how everything plays out. 'Til thennnn.......

I'll enjoy not paying taxes and and living with my family and friends c:
And not to mention the rest of highschool....and all the interesting experiences revolving around that











PS: WTFOOK I still don't know what im going to be for Halloween.